Hi Nik. MUH AY JOR depresso today. Thank god for boy this morning to pull me together so I could have motivation to get to work. I think I will take tomorrow off to recover. I can barely do anything at work. Yes something else will come along, but I was just WANTED that one so badly. I was so excited. So anxious that I couldn't sleep properly for weeks! Anyway. I'll try and post throughout the day.